Just a quick update before bed

Nothing too special has happened recently. I started a band, but so far it's not too serious, there's only two of us (Me and Juicy) and only one of us has any musical talent what so ever (I think you can guess which one it is XD) But we have started to write music. I write lyrics (For the most part) and he goofs around on the guitar till he figures out something that sounds good. Our band name is "Socially Unacceptable" Our sound is somewhere between Pink Floyd and Red Hot Chili Peppers and we intend for everyone to join to be hipsters. I don't intend on posting song lyrics, because that's how shit gets stolen, but, if we ever get videos of us playing (Of course that would be AFTER I get a bass guitar, and we get a drummer and a singer) then I do plan on posting them here. Just keep and eye out if you're interested in seeing our work. I think that's all I have to say. so goodbye, sorry for wasting your time with meaningless knowledge, I love you, goodnight

New poem: It's kinda short..

I'd give the world to see you smile
I'd walk for days, mile upon mile
I love you like I'd love a sister
I wish you'd understand
That you're the one I fell for first
You are my closest friend


The only thing you'd ever do
To break my cold, glass heart
Is hit me with you're sudden truth
Your words are poison darts
Cause everything you ever say
Just hits me in my chest
A day with you, just any day
Is better than the rest

Note to self:

toasters are hot. that is all

Just you, Just me

Giving up on getting free
And giving up on loving me
Giving up on letting go
Giving up to let you know
That the end is near
It was for years
But now I know it’s true
Cause the only thing I’m living for
I’m living just for you

The blood is sweet
My tears are blind
I’m on my feet
I’m in my mind
Your love is here
And so am I
But so is fear
The fear of mine

My heart is trapped
By simple things
Madness, sadness, emotion brings
I’m bad cause I’m different
I know that’s what you meant
When you said that I’m not me
Cause I haven’t changed unless for you
Your words stick to me like I’m glue
But you promised that you wouldn’t leave
And look where we are
Just you
Just me

NOH8

I love you and you love me
Lets live together, harmony
Cause love has no limits
Love has no bounds
I’ll give you equality
Just gather ‘round
I’ll fight for you
For love that’s true
I won’t let you go alone
I’ll make this country like a home
Cause love is pure, and so am I
Gay, straight, les, bi
Cause you’re just perfect
You deserve it
The stress the hate the cruel, cruel words
I know they sting, they have to hurt
So come together all as one
The fight’s not over just begun
With work, with love, with all our hearts
We’ll fix this from the very start
<3

Starting over

I deleted all the posts off of this blog because I think it really shows who I use to be. I have changed a lot sense I started blogging and I'd like for this to show who I am now rather than the naive 10 year old who thought she had her life set in stone. I know very few people are actually going to end up reading this but I'd like the ones that do to know who I am.

Who am I you may ask? (I know you didn't ask for the simple fact that you don't care, but still) Well, I am a fairly simple 14-year-old girl who strives to be the best she can so that she can be someone who her family and friends are proud of. I'm really just trying to figure out who I am right now, and I may get lost along the way but I have people who I know will help me out of a tough situation, and that's really all I need. I believe in equality and I know that LOVE has no bounds.

On this blog you can expect to see some dull talk about my family, some interesting stories about my life as a somewhat rebellious teenager, and mostly poetry. It may not be your cup of tea, but it suits me, and that's who I am. You don't have to like me. And I know a good amount of people won't but I love who I am and I won't let a couple of haters change that. I'm me. And I love that.